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My Own Destruction

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(Can't Remember) How We Used To Be

You said you are my match
But I don't think you are
I don't think you get me back

Why don't you see I have the smallest interest in you
I don't blame you for getting mad

You want me so bad
That makes you crazy
But it doesn't matter
'Cause it does not make any difference for me

Hey break me if you can
You are someone I don't love until I die
I did but not anymore
Hey break me if you can
You are someone I don't mind
Can't remember how we used to be

I don't think you can imagine
You can't even guess how hard
How hard it was to get over you

You're the one who departed
I was just a kid to believe
Whatever you promised to me then

Now you want me so bad
That makes you sick
So what
Is that my fault
It does not make any difference for me

Hey break me if you can
You are someone I don't care I die
I did but not anymore
Hey break me if you can
You are someone I don't mind
Can't remember how we used to be

It's over
We're done now
Disappointment was all you gave me
You're gone that day
I felt I died
I burned all your photographs
Are you gonna kill me again
No way

Hey break me if you can
You are someone I don't love until I die
I did but not anymore
Hey break me if you can
You are someone I don't mind
Can't remember how we used to be

Under Control

All good advice but I'm sick of it
My friends thanks for your anxiety
But it's a nightmare when she's not with me
You wonder why I chose her

She's 40 when I'm 22
Her skin is almost like my mother's
She'll be 50 when I'm 32
Stop wondering what is the point
Leave us alone

Her sweet smile is cure for my wounded mind
That's all and you won't understand
Way she cares for me no one else has ever done
THat's all hey I do mean it

Thank you man but don't trouble yourself
Your worries are nothign to me
I'm under control like never before
Still you wonder why I chose her

I was 4 when she was 22
Maybe it's good we didnt meet then
I was 14 when she was 32
I don't care I'm happy with that
Leave us alone

Her sweet smile is cure for my wounded mind
That's all and you won't understand
Way she cares for me no one else has ever done
That's all hey I do mean it

Her picture is always in my wallet
I'm going out to buy her a birthday gift
I wanna see her smiling face
Still you wonder why I chose her
Leave us alone

Her sweet smile is cure for my wounded mind
That's all and you won't understand
Way she cares for me no one else has ever done
That's all hey I do mean it

Her sweet smile is cure for my wounded mind
That's all and you won't understand
Way she cares for me no one else has ever done
That's all hey I do mean it

右手

誰かいいだとか 誰が悪いとか
興味すらないよ
争いのわけや 勝利の行方
僕が知りたいのは
そんな大それたことじゃなくて

僕らの両手はどこまで伸ばせば
誰かに触れるかって

運がいいだとか 僕が悪いとか
言うつもりもないよ
この星の未来 生きていく意味
僕が知りたいのは
そんな大それたことじゃなくて
そんなありふれたことでもなくて

僕らの両手はどこまで伸ばせば
誰かに触れるかって ねえきっと
僕らの右手はどこまで上げれば
誰かに見えるかって それだけ

何一つ知らない僕らは
ただひとりじゃなきゃいいんだ

僕らの両手はどこまで伸ばせば
誰かに触れるかって ねえきっと
僕らの右手はどこまで上げれば
誰かに見えるかって それだけ

僕らはただ
ひとりじゃなきゃいいんだ

Mouse Molding

Well I don't know when you changed
You were the sun to me
I don't know why you're so changed
You were so sweet to me
I wonder why things are not the same today
All I ever wanted was to stay with you till the end

I cleaned up your closet
I washed your dirty cloth too
House holding Mouse molding
I'm messed up
Wash yourself dick

I don't mind no matter what you weight after marriage
I dont' mind no matter if your paycheck is small
I wonder why things are not the same today
You know all I can't bear is your fuckin' attitude

I cleaned up your closet
I washed your dirty cloth too
House holding Mouse molding
I'm messed up
Wash yourself dick
I cleaned up our bedroom
I washed your stinky socks too
House holding Mouse molding
I'm messed up
Wash yourself dick

You were the one I was dying for (only in the past)
You were the one I always wanted (but that's over)
You are pretending to hear me now (alone in the house)
You dont' seem to love me no more
So I don't care about you too

I cleaned up your closet
I washed your dirty cloth too
House holding Mouse molding
I'm messed up
Wash yourself dick
I cleaned up our bedroom
I washed your stinky socks too
House holding Mouse molding
I'm messed up
Wash yourself dick

Jamie

Stay away
I'm in a bad mood
I know why but I can't explain
You don't mind
It's not your fault
It has nothing to do with you
So try not to say anything
It will not work anyway
All I crave is my own distruction

Oh Jamie Oh Jamie
What is it all about
you know I never wanted this
Oh Jamie Oh Jamie
What a fuck is it all about
you know I never wanted this
you hear me

Don't get close to me
My head is about to burst
I am sinking down to fast
There is nothing good about it
But what else can I do in this crazy mixed up world
All I crave is my own destruction

Oh Jamie Oh Jamie
What is it all about
You know I never wanted this
Oh Jamie Oh Jamie
What a fuck is it all about
You know I never wanted this

Somewhere in town
Someone is dying
But all I can hear is the din
I feel so numb

You shut up and look around
See how people are disturbed today
And even in my blood I find the sickness
I wish the knife cut your wrist will not go deep
It's OK
I'll be fine
This too will end soon

Oh Jamie Oh Jamie
What is it all about
You know I never wanted this
Oh Jamie Oh Jamie
What a fuck is it all about
You know I never wanted this
Oh Jamie Oh Jamie
What is it all about
You know I never wanted this
Oh Jamie Oh Jamie
What a fuck is it akk about
You know I never wanted this

You hear me

おやすみ

さよなら おやすみ また明日 それじゃね
何度もつぶやく 繰り返しつぶやく

ちょっと疲れたよ　眠っていいかな
ちょっといかれてる　ぐらいがいいんだってさ

明日は少しだけ　いい人間になろうと思う
君ならなんて言うんだろうね

さよなら　おやすみ　また明日　それじゃね
何度もつぶやく　繰り返しつぶやく

明日は少しは　ましだと思うから
シーツにくるまって　少し眠るよ

It's not that a good deal
I'm just waiting for you to call me up
To tell me I'm not alone
To tell me I'm not alone

ただ
捨てれば楽になるなんて聞くんだけど
君ならなんて言うんだろうね

さよなら　おやすみ　また明日　それじゃね
何度もつぶやく　繰り返しつぶやく
さよなら　おやすみ　また明日　それじゃね
ベッドは広くて　外はもう明るい